She is definitely smiling down on you. You know cats can smile, right? All pets can smile when they want. She is with other family members and will be there for you when you reach her. Cherish photos and memories. Cats are comical, as you know. I am sure you have lots of memories of when she did some outrageous things that made you laugh. Who hasn't had a cat look at you upside down?! Or jumped in the air to catch....a snowflake. Think of those times.